Truly....to be an illusionist
doesnt mean to forget my values....
or things i know...and pretend to be cake stupid....
but..i think...there are yes..people who wish power over others soo badly...
that they would yes put energy into pretendending beyond what is socially
acceptable .....in life itself....
pretend...to be something you are not....
i have seen it often in life...
People doing all sorts to get where they wish....
but surely...the lowest sorts is those who will jump to pretend something to fetch a
amoure......
I myself have eperience that....men....men many many men....who
pretended to be something they never truly could be....
Like as if by smell...instinct and wits....they could calculate exactly what i was looking for...
and played the role well first few months..until the masks fall...
and surely one feels cheated to realize you where fooled utterly....
I am not speaking of finding a perfect persona....
But surely some qualities are certainly my standards....
Let say a realy real woozy pussy kinda guy...pretends to be a brave man of integrity and values...
And this is my dream man...the brave attitude fella...i mean....
Well..surely i will be very dissapointed to discover a guy who cannot even help me up as i slip on
a wet ground.....
He just stands there....as nothing....
This is not quite my sort of man...
Some females thou...look for just this type....
Cause they need a boy to teach ....or to have a slave....to put rules around...cause he cannot or cause simply this is just what he also is looking for....
Then they come to me...and insist on my attentions and intimacty....just cause i am quick on my mouth.....doesnt mean i neeed a woozy to have ......
Cause this is the things with not quite real men....
They don`t really know much....and need a stronger woman...
Then they come to me...and realize they actually can hit and beat me...still i just lay in a corner and cry....still they will not leave my side....
Insist they are the one for me.....
And that i actually am this strong fiesty woman i give myself out to be....out of first impression...or way of expression....
But...i break fast....i do....
Therefor the need of a brave strong one...who i can lean upon....
i know what i need....and i know it is out there...and we attract towards each other.....
Well..le strong females...they know what they need....their little slave puppet.....
it makes them hot and wet and wanna come hard....
For me...this doesnt do it....
i need someone stable...yet loyal....yet....magical...yet....true enough to know how to be himself around me.....nomather....
I know what men who should be with stronge,,...highly intelligente women...who calculate every step they take.....espescially in the names of seduction....its as if theyve spendt lifetimes doing this.....
Seduction for me is a waste of time
If a man is into seduction...ill destroy his game soo fast....i dont do your despasito nor your tango mr. serengety....
Tons of females out there that do.....soo....good luck....
It bores me....it would rather talk of the weather truly.....which is the most boring subject in existence...but...yes...weather talk would be utterly more exitething...espescially in this days of global warming.....
mhm....
Wish i was free...and my cycle of meeting stupid men....maybe bright great dream boys for someone else....but stupid men...towards me....
I wish and pray to god that it ends.....
Look at Northern lights father....he is different...simply different....not perfect...but awakening....not fast...but...like a tree from winters cold into slowly spring....greening slowly...very very slowly....yet
so beautyful.....
something real simply....simply simply....
Loyal...truth....truth.....knows love....silently.....breaths what is....cause his soul simply rejects plastic....even thou it might have found it interesting at time.....
Oh...he is aware of the dozile pretenders...that he has told me.....
Thou soo aware that he sometimes accuses me for it.....
Truly no grounds at all.....truly not.....
Cause if something is terribly wrong with me...it most be my flat honesty.....
My GREATEST FLAW....MY HONESTY.....
now...you point a gun on me for that.....!!!!!
If there is something a true illusionist knows it is how to spot truth.....love....care...and little things that matter and are just to real to ignore....gold rubys and real metals....in life....moments to cherish....people without agendas....simple life....away from the new age dreams of granditude......and oases of plastic.....which they actually love to speak of how they despite...the material...plastic......thou...in their values...dreams and desirees...that is all there is...truly....
But most people choose to toss pearls towards pigs...soo...yup....there we are
Nobody loves as tough as the great illusionist....truly...and to his lover he creates beautyful tales of fantasy and love....
And since he ...an real alchemist ...knows this also are pixels of energy...he obviously does`nt walk about sharing this with all ...and every causalitys he meets...unless he is a con.....
Cause he takes the magic out of his heart...out of his soul....and from there...he knows not if it will ever even return.....
Oh...how i love to be in the arms of a true alchemist......making tales soo even the walls change colours.....
Oh...how he loves...he loves...he loves....
Lost are those who thing an illusionist is a fake of the falsehood of the earth and its false society....he is out.....and outsiders always...simply cause he knows to much....to much...simply...
and alone he walks in his lonesome knowledge.....
He seeks not truth...simply...he seeks beauty...true beauty...in life...and that becomes his truth....
He can take great salaries to fool..others.....fool them...cause..yes...he...certainly him...will not throw a singel pearl for the hungry mongrel pigs....
And alone he walks home...after each show...if not he found his ruby...to wait for him.......faithfully..cause she also was lost....and both are now found.....
doesnt mean to forget my values....
or things i know...and pretend to be cake stupid....
but..i think...there are yes..people who wish power over others soo badly...
that they would yes put energy into pretendending beyond what is socially
acceptable .....in life itself....
pretend...to be something you are not....
i have seen it often in life...
People doing all sorts to get where they wish....
but surely...the lowest sorts is those who will jump to pretend something to fetch a
amoure......
I myself have eperience that....men....men many many men....who
pretended to be something they never truly could be....
Like as if by smell...instinct and wits....they could calculate exactly what i was looking for...
and played the role well first few months..until the masks fall...
and surely one feels cheated to realize you where fooled utterly....
I am not speaking of finding a perfect persona....
But surely some qualities are certainly my standards....
Let say a realy real woozy pussy kinda guy...pretends to be a brave man of integrity and values...
And this is my dream man...the brave attitude fella...i mean....
Well..surely i will be very dissapointed to discover a guy who cannot even help me up as i slip on
a wet ground.....
He just stands there....as nothing....
This is not quite my sort of man...
Some females thou...look for just this type....
Cause they need a boy to teach ....or to have a slave....to put rules around...cause he cannot or cause simply this is just what he also is looking for....
Then they come to me...and insist on my attentions and intimacty....just cause i am quick on my mouth.....doesnt mean i neeed a woozy to have ......
Cause this is the things with not quite real men....
They don`t really know much....and need a stronger woman...
Then they come to me...and realize they actually can hit and beat me...still i just lay in a corner and cry....still they will not leave my side....
Insist they are the one for me.....
And that i actually am this strong fiesty woman i give myself out to be....out of first impression...or way of expression....
But...i break fast....i do....
Therefor the need of a brave strong one...who i can lean upon....
i know what i need....and i know it is out there...and we attract towards each other.....
Well..le strong females...they know what they need....their little slave puppet.....
it makes them hot and wet and wanna come hard....
For me...this doesnt do it....
i need someone stable...yet loyal....yet....magical...yet....true enough to know how to be himself around me.....nomather....
I know what men who should be with stronge,,...highly intelligente women...who calculate every step they take.....espescially in the names of seduction....its as if theyve spendt lifetimes doing this.....
Seduction for me is a waste of time
If a man is into seduction...ill destroy his game soo fast....i dont do your despasito nor your tango mr. serengety....
Tons of females out there that do.....soo....good luck....
It bores me....it would rather talk of the weather truly.....which is the most boring subject in existence...but...yes...weather talk would be utterly more exitething...espescially in this days of global warming.....
mhm....
Wish i was free...and my cycle of meeting stupid men....maybe bright great dream boys for someone else....but stupid men...towards me....
I wish and pray to god that it ends.....
Look at Northern lights father....he is different...simply different....not perfect...but awakening....not fast...but...like a tree from winters cold into slowly spring....greening slowly...very very slowly....yet
so beautyful.....
something real simply....simply simply....
Loyal...truth....truth.....knows love....silently.....breaths what is....cause his soul simply rejects plastic....even thou it might have found it interesting at time.....
Oh...he is aware of the dozile pretenders...that he has told me.....
Thou soo aware that he sometimes accuses me for it.....
Truly no grounds at all.....truly not.....
Cause if something is terribly wrong with me...it most be my flat honesty.....
My GREATEST FLAW....MY HONESTY.....
now...you point a gun on me for that.....!!!!!
If there is something a true illusionist knows it is how to spot truth.....love....care...and little things that matter and are just to real to ignore....gold rubys and real metals....in life....moments to cherish....people without agendas....simple life....away from the new age dreams of granditude......and oases of plastic.....which they actually love to speak of how they despite...the material...plastic......thou...in their values...dreams and desirees...that is all there is...truly....
But most people choose to toss pearls towards pigs...soo...yup....there we are
Nobody loves as tough as the great illusionist....truly...and to his lover he creates beautyful tales of fantasy and love....
And since he ...an real alchemist ...knows this also are pixels of energy...he obviously does`nt walk about sharing this with all ...and every causalitys he meets...unless he is a con.....
Cause he takes the magic out of his heart...out of his soul....and from there...he knows not if it will ever even return.....
Oh...how i love to be in the arms of a true alchemist......making tales soo even the walls change colours.....
Oh...how he loves...he loves...he loves....
Lost are those who thing an illusionist is a fake of the falsehood of the earth and its false society....he is out.....and outsiders always...simply cause he knows to much....to much...simply...
and alone he walks in his lonesome knowledge.....
He seeks not truth...simply...he seeks beauty...true beauty...in life...and that becomes his truth....
He can take great salaries to fool..others.....fool them...cause..yes...he...certainly him...will not throw a singel pearl for the hungry mongrel pigs....
And alone he walks home...after each show...if not he found his ruby...to wait for him.......faithfully..cause she also was lost....and both are now found.....
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